Monday, May 23, 2005

today

I had a nice, uneventful weekend.

I had an epiphany. That I am afraid to have kids and have allowed my fear to rule me for a long time. I don't know if that means I will have kids, but at least I am facing what I realize is my biggest fear.

I sent T an email to this effect and thanked him for making a positive impact on my life. there is new mail in my box, I am afraid to look. I know that being a coward never got anyone anywhere. but I was already putting myself out there by sending the email.

I guess if he's the man I tink he is, I have nothing to fear, and if he isn't, then I am better off without him.

3 comments:

Sargini said...

hi monster, I'm on lunch break. I have been waiting all weekend to she if you read the last comment or not. What sign is "T" , if you dont mind me asking.

Sargini said...

I have to go0 back to work. I only had enouigh time to sign on and I have to turn around. I came home just to do this. I bring my luinch to work
Bye for now,
sandro

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