Thursday, January 26, 2006

Replies and lessons learned

thnx gina.....your right....i am fucking up.....i just dont know how to get out of the "i dont really care" mood. i know everyone cares and is rescuing me, but sometimes i wish that you all would let me fall on my face, then i could learn and pull myself up... oh, and i did leave the computer on while i was at school, i was a good kid and went like you told me to. : D

Eric,You know I love you. Even when you fuck up. It just breaks my heart to see it. I was ready to storm over there tonight, take away your computer and babysit you until Momi gets home. But I was reminded that I'm not your parent and you are going to do whatever you want with or without my intervention. (i may still come by to use the dryer) I was told to butt out, and I'm going to.Please start to care before you fall, or at least know that when you are ready to pick yourself up you have support. Struggling isn't fun, believe me. Except, that's not really what you want, is it? you want to learn it for yourself. It must be difficult to have every adult in your life playing parent and telling you what to do all the time. I had the opposite problem. I didn't really have a whole lot of supervision when I was your age.thanks for going to school. Please go again tomorrow. i might see you tonight.I've learned a lesson today. Thanks.


Gary said...

You're a good sis.

Ginamonster said...

I do my best. He's a good kid. er, man.