Downer

The search for affordable housing is not going well. At least not for buying. But I did get info on a rather nice looking apartment that I can barely afford, but I think I can, without roomates.

I have decided that I don't think I particularly like Girl Roomie's boyfriend, he gets on my nerves. and he's there all the time, whether we are there or not. That makes me cranky. I really think it's a personality issue. he doens't do anything wrong, just rubs me the wrong way, which he can't really be faulted for. He brings up my ex too frequently, which is a good way to piss me off. It's not that I don't like my ex, although I would never date him again, it's that people ask me about him ALL THE TIME. There are people who ask me about him before they ask me about me. This includes my family. I know that GRBF doesn't know what else to talk to me about but the past and a mutual friend, but, like I was telling T, I'm trying to leave the past as is, and I don't want to hear about it all the time.

Went to my Nephew's birthday party last night. Got to spend time with my "other parents" which was nice. My cousin's brother in law latched onto me pretty quickly. I'm still not interested.(he latched on at my cousin's wedding too) Actually, my other mother wouldn't leave my side until he left because he was being creepy. I need to make a t shirt. "No, I don't want to be a new mom for your kid(s)" or tattoo it on my forehead. And will someone please make a general anouncement to all men? lines like "Hey, is it hot in here or is it you/her" don't make anyone swoon. not anyone with a brain anyway. well, most specifically, me.