Trying

I am really trying to embrace my inner geek. I am not having a good time of it.

Spent most of my day at the rennisaunce faire, because I see it as an opportunity to spin all day long. Nothing but fiber talk and gossip. and yes, I do dress up. I have to admit, I am a little ashamed of it. I think I have mentioned it before. but I feel like an asshole thinking geekly of the people who are really into it (more the people my age who get REALLY into it and learn swordfighting and talk about it nonstop...you know the ones I'm talking about) Because I go, so doesn't that actually, in truth, make me one of them? I don't think everyone tere is a total geek, there are some really facinating, interesting people there. Maybe I am an asshole, and that is what I truly have to accept.