Saturday, June 21, 2008

And this is what I choose to do

So many neat things going on, so much of life is moving in exciting directions. I just spent the last couple of days in paradise.

What do I blog about?

I just put myself back on Yahoo Personals.

I didn't try very hard to make myself sound enticing. I only posted one picture. And honestly? looking at my matches? it's not looking good. Half of those guys were on there a year ago.

And while I was all fired up to get back out there and try again before I posted my profile, When it was done, I felt sad. Like maybe I was so excited about the wedding that I gained a false sense of reality regarding where my feelings and emotions are right now.

But, at the same time, I don't want to sit around hoping so and so will change his mind. He isn't going to. Life doesn't work that way. This isn't Hollywood, it's Reno. And I am a woman with a habit of choosing fixer uppers. You know, the ones that with time and patience have a lot of potential.

Sigh. Here's to new adventures.

2 comments:

hello haha narf said...

good luck, my dear gina. you are a prize. one from the top shelf. don't ever forget that.

Sensei Ern said...

Don't waste time on fixer uppers. Their only good for you to make the improvements then they find another buyer. You need one that has never been occupied...maybe because he is too expensive...but you have the purchasing power for him, when you find him.