Wednesday, June 20, 2007

it was actually healing!

Ok, I peeked.

and I found a woman who appears to have grown more beautiful than the last pictures I saw of her. A woman following her dreams. A woman recently engaged to someone who makes her smile. And I thought, good for her. Everyone deserves happiness even if they have caused trouble along the way.


Buzz said...

Would you still feel the same way if she wasn't engaged?

Just curious.


Ginamonster said...

You know, I would. I was already feeling that way when I saw the pictures of her engagement. She didn't mention it in her profile. The engagement was just icing on the cake.
I still believe now what I believed then. That for some reason, she came into our lives and provided a catalyst for the breakup. since I believe that everything happens for a reason, I accept that perhaps we weren't supposed to be together right then. As I grew as a person afterwards, I learned that we weren't so right for each other after all. the healing happened comparitively quick. I maintain that she could have delt with me differnently, but that wouldn't have been her way.